I am a 14-year-old boy. I remember my mom telling me that I used to kill crabs at the beach to see what they look like on the inside when I was two or three years old. When I was seven or eight years old, I was accidentally exposed to pornography on the Internet, but I enjoyed it, which is strange considering my age at the time. Since I was 13, I have had an obsession with serial killers. I have documentaries on Ted Bundy, Jeffrey Dahmer, John Wayne Gacy, Jack The Ripper, David Berkowitz, Albert Fish, Edmund Kemper, Andrei Chikatilo, and more.
I also regularly visit a website called Best Gore. It has pictures and videos of things like crime scenes of murderers' victims, Iraq War combat footage, executions, and car accidents. The only fake picture on the website is the image they use in the website's header. I have noticed that many people on the website claim that they get themselves drunk before going on it so that they don't vomit or have nightmares, but I don't have any reaction to things like this at all. It doesn't really affect me in any way.
I also seem to have no real emotions besides happiness and anger. Last year, for example, I remember my mom telling me that my cousin had just died in a motorcycle accident, but I didn't feel anything. I put my head down and pretended to cry. Whenever someone insults me or wrongs me in the slightest, I get extremely angry about it and feel like I have to get them back in some way.
I have told countless lies. I am also unable to feel guilt for it, either.Am I a potential serial killer? Am I a psychopath/sociopath?
That sounds like generic human nature to me.
Serial killers are naturally interesting because of the social taboo.
Everyone is curious as to what the insides of something looks like no matter how much they deny it.
I don't look at gore pictures but the fact that there are dozens of websites dedicated to them shows that there are thousands of people who do.
Everyone likes porn,age 13 seems a normal age to get into it.
I can tell you from personal experience that its normal not to cry when someone dies.
Also from personal experience,no one likes being wronged and most feel the need to even the score.
Nothing special here,don't worry about it and please don't flatter yourself by thinking that you're a psychopath.
na ur jest a sick 14 year old boyAm I a potential serial killer? Am I a psychopath/sociopath?
Second post within weeks . You have some mental problems ; so see a professional
this does sound abit odd... dont worry bout not being screamish... some people just arent that way!... maybe go to the doctors and see what he/she says.. some of the things are slightly worrying! ... get to the doctors before you do something you regret!Am I a potential serial killer? Am I a psychopath/sociopath?
You probably just go through a phase when you find certain things interesting (dissecting, gore movies like zombies or vampires).
It is probably too much TV or computer games, in some way.
Many kids have that kind of curiosity when young (especially boys). They do strange things like that out of boredom.
When you grow older, you will find more important things to focus on (a career, a skill etc).
I would highly suggest that you join a sport team, spending hours on it. In that way, you build a skill, meet some friends with same interest, get trained to have a stronger mental and physical strength.
You are the only person who can determine this.
I hope that you arent for your own benefit.
Your a psycho path
Well... I don't think you are a serial killer.... At least I hope you're not... but it's probably just a phase?
Yes you are
i'm scared...
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