Okay, I know a bunch of strangers on the internet aren't the best way of getting diagnosed, but I just wanted to see if there's anyone who can vaguely understand what I mean.
Basically, I am about 95% sure I have Schizoid personality disorder (if you don't know what that is, Google it). To put it quite simply, I hate people. I know a lot of people say that, but I seriously would be quite happy to just avoid human interaction for the rest of my life. I do have friends, who I get on with fine, but I only ever see them at university or work, and the only other contact I really have with them is just through text message or Facebook. I haven't been for a 'night out' since my own birthday several months ago, and I have no desire to.
I know how to act in a socially acceptable manner, and people say I'm friendly, approachable, even kind and helpful, but internally I am constantly bored and irritated with pretty much everyone around me. I'll basically bother for people I find tolerable, and any others I don't really care enough to do anything but ignore them.
I don't know if it has anything to do with intelligence (I've heard Schizoid can be linked a difference in intelligence). But, putting this in the most modest way I possibly can, I know I am 'smart' and to be honest stupidity frustrates me more than anything. My mother insisted I take the official Mensa IQ test, and I got in. Last tested (about 4 years ago when I was 14), my IQ was 158. Also as a child, I never really wanted to interact with people my own age and spent most of my time holding in-depth conversations with fully grown adults.
The other part of Schizoid personality disorder I've heard about is having "an elaborate internal fantasy world", and I definitely fit that part as well. Basically my whole life I've invented characters in great detail and I still do. I have several characters with entirely made-up lives buzzing around my head. No, I do not think any of these characters are 'real', but they do have their own voices and personalities.
Anyway, I don't know if anyone will bother to read this, but do feel free to 'diagnose' me or give your opinion. I am also fully expecting people to tell me I'm just stuck-up or I just need to get over myself, so yeah, feel free to do that as well...I think I have Schizoid personality disorder?
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Harry Edwards recalled the case of a young man who, accompanied by a lady, was brought to me for healing. He was in great pain and eaten-up with arthritis. As the healing proceeded, so his pains left him, and his joints began to loosen and become free. When I had finished treating him, it was a real delight to see how wonderfully glad he was to be able to use his legs, feet, arms and hands again... and then he told me: "When I came here, I was convinced no one could help me, and I came only to please my Aunt, who brought me."
You worked a miracle with his father when he was very ill 1983-84 when I wrote to you, but you will be pleased to know he is now working for the Council and lives a fairly normal life.
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On behalf of my mother, daughter and myself may I thank you for the lovely day at your Sanctuary last Tuesday. My mother is so much better it is truly amazing. She can stretch out her arms and even raise them to her head and her walking is much stronger. My daughter was very impressed, too. 1141/6
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If it's getting in the way with your life, then get yourself checked out.
You sound perfectly normal, however I wouldn't recommend diagnosing yourself through the internet. Just focus on having a happy life - perhaps find a partner.I think I have Schizoid personality disorder?
You are definitely experiencing schizoid personality disorder.
You need to seek treatment which can be provided by a mental health professional. This need not be a psychiatrist, but a therapist or psychologist might be able to provide this treatment.
The longer you wait, the more complicated your thoughts and the lack of ability to carry out what would be called a "normal lifestyle" would exist.
Please do not wait.
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